After living in what seemed an endless abyss

continuously asking, what if?

In once what I thought would be

the happiest I could see in me.

Lost in purpose

blank about life

the future so evidently dim

Content seeming so permanent

never a step more

until that moment on the second floor

Denying the instant attraction

eye contact had never been so hard to refuse

it became hard to hide this captivating reaction

something inside desired to be near you.

confusion to curiosity, want to need

Content now an understatement to the simplicity of your presence

(to be continued)